That you're NOT being watched. You know that strange eery feeling that someone is watching you, only not. Like you don't exist. You could disappear. You may have already disappeared. You just don't know it. Maybe that is why you are not being watched.
Just a thought.
I've had this discussion with my 17 year old daughter. Every once in a while she gets this panicky feeling that she doesn't have a purpose. Her reality may not be reality at all. Makes one wonder. What really is reality. My reality may not be your reality. So really, am I hear? Or am I a figment of my own imagination?
Yeah, deep I'm not. Strange, maybe.