Wednesday, December 21, 2005
looking toward the future...
A friend of mine at www.beachbody.com has me thinking about next year and what I want to accomplish. I think I have come to realize that it's time to move on. Move forward and stop dwelling on what happend this year. This has been a bad year for my body.
I'm gearing up and starting to formulate a plan. When I have it down I will let you know, but my main goal is to first and foremost lose that extra 25lbs I have gained the the last 6 months. Secondly, to get strong and healthy, thirdly, to find something that I love to do. I have not found "the" activity that I love. I get so jealous of those that LOVE to run, or LOVE to bike...you know, LOVE those physically active activities. I'm sure there is something out there for me that I will absolutly friggin love. But I ain't found it yet.
I am looking forward to a new year. A fresh year that I haven't messed up yet. :) I will have a clean slate and will be able to look at things differently. I'm already starting to do that. Why wait until the first of the year?
So I am going to work on being more positive. I come here and I rant. I complain. I whine. Well I'm gonna try and stop doing that. Who really wants to listen to that? I sure as heck don't. I don't even read my own entries because they sound so pitiful! HA! So there! I'm done! :)
Next year baby...I'm comming for you! You'd better watch out!